YEE LENG (:

2009-09-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

september so far been a really GOOD month.
b'day was well spent with the loves ones.
simple and nice one indeed.

i guess i got all i wanted n wish for. hopefully every year would be as nice as this.

the colleagues.

the girls.

the hypnosis girls.

the best friends!

5+5. missing two guys.

went hard rock cafe. nice dinner. nice ambience. nice surprise. thank you!

2009-08-30T01:59:00.003+08:00

okay it's been really long ago since i last updated.

& erhem... many ppl have switch to livejournals huh.

so it's been workin workin. driving lessons n movie dates on those free times. totally occupied. managed to squeeze in for some gatherings with the nurses. the good frens nevertheless. short time tgt but much catch up were done. it was somehow we jus met not long ago. but now they are alrdy graduating.

there were still times when i still misses sch days. especially those really draggy morning when i got to pull myself out of bed n work for a long long day. smiling at strangers and putting in the nicest words. oh! all this are jus work. on the other hand sch wasn't so much of complicated. attend classes, meeting frens and sch over. i think is really time i should start looking ard for sch to further my studies. work is never a fun but rather a commitment.

okay i guess i shouldn't be in jus to rant non stop. hahas. i'm looking so forward to next week. bday is drawing real near. it gonna be as simple as possible and celebrating with all the loves. =D

**5+5 been missing in pictures for a really long time yes?

2009-06-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

last few days was good!

always staying in aunt place is gd. early slp n nice breakfast. though i was away from the net but work kept me real busy this days. i miss the slping till noon. looking forward to tues and yes definitely my coming sunday monday.

busy with gfs. i see them almost few day in a row. shopping tgt n realise far east have many many new things to get. visited astons on fri along with alisa. movie with them as well. the ghosts of gf past. was slightly boring at first but the ending was good. i like it. =D

i wish life was still like the past sometime. when nth was ever a big issue anyone would have. always remain so comfortable with the girls. till now we still can discuss everything and definitely sharing those endless laughing sessions. =D

2009-05-09T02:55:00.002+08:00

basically i'm pretty much settle down with work alrdy. not much idea wat to do next. maybe some further studies. maybe in search of a new job or jus stay put. i pretty much like wat i'm doing now. my comfort zone.

so last few week was bestfren b'day celebration, meeting up for movies dinner and somehow alot alot of shopping trips this month. cash-trapped! i got many things in mind to get it done. but yea. at the same point many things to get as well. lols! look forwrad to pay day. i swear i need to start saving.

sometimes i'm really clueless in wat i wan. wat i'm doin. or even wat i'm thinking. i know i have been too dependent. i jus need time to think things thru. lousy is all i feel. looking forward to better days.

2009-04-28T14:41:00.001+08:00

something got to go wrong when everything is goin great.

2009-04-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

school ended. yea. i graduated. furthering is still not on my list yet!

i'm looking forward to working life again. lots of meet ups with frens before the real workload comes. gotta see those classmates for a last gathering before everyone goes on separate ways. those long time no meet up fren as well since i will still be having a free week. ppl like veronica, the old poly classmates, 5+5. and cant wait for the buffet session with cliques on deb's b'day this sat.

so this few weeks were plainly studying n working. nothing exciting happen. visited marina barriage and went to sentosa for a meal. those night scenery were especially splendid n pleasant to the eyes. more of such things yes?

i've been slping napping alot. i mus get the lazy bum out of my body soon. i need runnings n swimmings. i wan so much to sign up for kickboxing too. anyone? lols.

there's many things on mind to get. the list never get shorter.

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away

2009-04-07T00:22:00.003+08:00

i get tired so easily after a long week at work. finally work ended at compass pt atrium. good job! good endurance for tat week. =D

celebrated deona b'day today. initially to get her gifts before meeting up. but we so coincidentally bump into her at marina square. good job kenneth. lols! passed her gifts. hopefully she like them and will use them too.

dinner at kushinbo with the usual clique. eat till damn full man. cant even walk lo. is worth the money with the food serve fresh. buffet again on wednesday. how to lose weight this way. is like food coming in non stop.

april gonna be a broke broke month. so many good fren b'day. is exactly one after another man.

counting down to grad. three more days! =D

the rest of the pics with deonaleow. will update again. =D

2009-03-27T00:41:00.003+08:00

update again soon!=D

2009-03-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

those early classes are really killing me. wake up banging into this n that till i finally got my senses. lols. three more week lookin to end of sch. and i no longer need to go for classes.

work was pretty fine. make time pass faster somehow. i need alot alot retail therapy. i saw many many things on sales. need to get new shoes. a pair only can last me 1mth i guess. hahas.

very random. need to get to bed soon.

a way to pamper me. =D

2009-03-20T22:34:00.003+08:00

thinking too much will only give u more problems.

i guess i'm still not over tat issue tat been running on my mind for a week. causing myself to throw tantrum so easily. very bothered over it actually. i'm glad tat's work. at least it will keep me busy somehow. i haven come to a decision yet. my existence might not be a pleasant one. distant away might be a good choice somehow.

on a happier note. i got ds to keep me busy now. i dunno how long the games gonna last me. lols. my psp is alrdy far from my sight. hahas. but is still too precious to be sold.

been resting enough this few days at hm. i'm alrdy recharge for a brand new working week. work tmr. look forward to those busy times again.

give me time. i will be alright soon.

2009-03-18T00:13:00.001+08:00

very disturbed.
feel like screwing ppl.

2009-03-16T15:31:00.002+08:00

finally a long week of work has ended. those early morning classes n work till closing is really draining me out. pulling myself out of bed everyday. those never ending alarms n phone calls got me awake n make sure i dun slp anymore. lols.

definitely to pull thru this time round of work are good colleagues i have. lots of free time. those eating non stop. falling sick this time round is actually so wrong. cant eat this cant eat that. looking forward to compass point fair. same group yes?

skip sch today. jus to make sure i got enough rest to attend the rest of the classes this week. lols. excuses only.

jus wish that u will be right back beside me soon.

2009-03-09T23:12:00.001+08:00

i editted a few times. really clueless wat to type. but jus feel like blaberring before i head for bed. n get all prepared for another long day tmr.

i enjoyed the chalet very much! (though i slept thru out the 3/4 of the chalet)
my throat is killing me.
my ears are block.
my nose are block.
fever is nv gone. despite many many tablets of medicine.
sch is a nuisance. freakin 8.30 class everyday.

okok. done ranting.

*a seed to a plant to a tree. i believe we will walk thru every steps. with those trust and patience. =D

2009-03-04T01:04:00.003+08:00

simple and good day. =D
paper was a goner.

2009-03-02T02:01:00.002+08:00

silly blur me. got the wrong information again. thought my paper was on monday. actually is on tues. make me stayed in n mugged the whole afternoon. lols! time well spent anyway.

went grassroot club for uncle b'day dinner. the place was so crowded. wedding make the place so joyous somehow. hahas. followed on by dishes n dishes of food. some photos taken. lazy to upload. those kids as usual. chatted alot with cousins. those future plans and further additional members and add on to the big round table. when there are more n more kids. everything gonna look so different. give it another 5 or 10yrs we said.

chatted with bestie jus now. glad she's happier. haven been seeing her so free. good. more time to catch up. realise many many ppl change. n ppl we meet r somehow more complicated. compare to the days we were still secondary sch girls. still so naive. still playing a fool. future was nothing back then. now we have so much to worry. friends, family, finances n relationship. is even harder to get someone who knows u in and out nowadays. hi bye frens are many perhaps. yes?

i cant wait for sch days to end again. getting bored of them. i'm not making a headway in what i want either. we shall jus see how things go by then. no pressure no stress. i wish life was this carefree. =D

2009-02-26T01:54:00.002+08:00

i love those night talks with silly. though is practically draining my sleeping hours.

gotta go have a slp till early noon. finally a day to slp in EARLY. another full n morning to go. and i'm done with work to busy off with studies. i need more and more time. got to start memorising all those information into my brain.

i got a thousand lines. but where do i begin? all i can say.
time cant erase a feeling so strong.

2009-02-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

my weekend was spent fruitfully.

gotten my results. econs and pbm2. alright at least a pass. i didnt mugged too much for it. no high expectations held for this two modules. but definitely kan chiong la. i dun wanna remodule.

went over to mustafa to get my new mp3. finally. shop ard. get all the things needed. ate very very delicious ice cream and cheese cake at shangri-la hotel. yum yum. roam till ard 1plus n home sweet home.

woke up early the very next day. the weather dampen all the plans made somehow. the weather make one so sleepy. so lazy to walk ard. hahas. went to a couple of places. sushi tei, ice cream, peranakan museum, arab street and so on... hahas. the day went this nice with this very nice company yea.

this week will be so occupied with work. n trying very very hard to squeeze in as much time as possible for this two modules. n welcoming two more modules in march. is coming to an end. soon soon.

next up. looking forward to the weekend after exams. =D

peranakan museum!=D

You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
cause with every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love

2009-02-20T00:49:00.004+08:00

i dun seems to get enough slp. my bed is calling me earlier n earlier each day. hahas.

coca with bestie. nothing much diff. jus that the food seems to be more appealing. and esp the companies that make the dinner even better. more buffets tgt with deb jem merv n gang okay!

work seems nv ending. and my time seems to be fully occupied. i still left out things here n there. but i'm pretty satisfied with how life is now. meeting up with bestie and fatty is great. =D

next month seem to be a even busier month. new sch term. follow by work n lots of alrdy plan out work shifts. lalala. my resolution. i need to save money asap. no more anyhow spend money days. lols. chey. say easy.

okay okay. i'm looking forward to this sat n sun.
and definitely days free of mugging session after exams!

fatty is all i ever wanted. =D

2009-02-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

many many days passed.

sch is really draining me out. those early mornings. follow by work. is really tedious to follow the schuedule this way. two more modules n i'm done. woohoo.

this yr vday is slightly diff. miss those days in sch. when my girls n i will spent it tgt. when the whole morning i was thinking bout those days. bestie came to the shop n making every yr as similar to get me gifts. love u deep deep huh bestie. hahas.

i appreciate the discs given. listen to the songs. n u will realise the songs are so meaningful. much more den erhem *cake? hahas. u r pretty pissed over it. loads of LLL and MMM.

2009-02-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

Don't ask me what i like about you,
Cause it's every little thing you do,
And that's just the way you make me feel.
I don't think that there are any others out there like you.
loves fatty.

editted project like a mad. still not done. n i dun have any idea wat exactly i'm doin. i feel like deleting everything and do it all over again. shall see wat teacher say.

short post. will update again! =D

2009-02-02T01:24:00.002+08:00

the post right below was some long overdue pictures. finally hurried my cousin to transfer all my files to the lappy. =D

is the eighth day of new yr. another 7 more days. cny will end. it end pretty fast yea. went to lao yu sheng with aunt family. along with cousin. nice food. came home with a full round tummy. how to lose weight like tat. hahas.

so meet up with secondary sch frens. those long time no see faces. for cards n movie. oh ya. the wedding game was a lousy show. is the main actor n actress tat attracted me to the show. they look awesome. but storyline was bad. those very expected kind. wasted 9 bucks n midnight charge. hahas. for sitting 4 hrs. i won 5 bucks in blackjack. lols. cover abit of midnight charge though.

alright. excuse myself away from sch last few days. is time to hurry the project before the due date come n burn the midnight oil. two assignment this sem. gotta do well n i will end my diploma on time.

okay okay. is bed time. goodnights! miss fatty! =D

2009-02-02T01:06:00.002+08:00

2009-01-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

happy cny. okay this is pretty late.

this yr cny passed damn fast.busied with reunion dinners or in fact meals after meals. had a day of princess life stayover at aunt place's. wake up eat play and gathering with those one yr one time meet up. the kids especially have the biggest change over the yr. next yr shall be my turn. hahas. my big 20 approaching next yr. =D

watch inkheart n love matters over the cny. singaporeans are pretty boring. major stayed home playing cards. but the theatres are fully booked as well. many still supports locals production after all. looking forward to catch bride wars n the wedding games with besties on fri.

reunion dinner with clique over at py house. shall fill this page with pictures soon.

shall pardon myself with skipping of class this week. i'm still not done with bai nian. =D

samsung is giving me a big prob. i couldn't upload any pics. i need to get a portable disk drive soon. microsoft office is expiring soon too.

*the priority. love!

2009-01-21T12:17:00.004+08:00

The Four Candles burned slowly. Their Ambiance was so soft you

could hear them speak...The first candle said, "I Am Peace, but these days, nobody

wants to keep me lit." Then Peace's flame slowly

diminishes and goes out completely.

The second candle says, "I Am Faith, but these days, I am

no longer indispensable." Then Faith's flame slowly

diminishes and goes out completely.

Sadly the third candle spoke, "I Am Love and I haven't the

strength to stay lit any longer."

"People put me aside and don't understand my
importance. They even forget to love those who are

nearest to them." And waiting no longer, Love goes outcompletely.

Suddenly...A child enters the room and sees the three

candles no longer burning. The child begins to cry, "Whyare

you not burning? You are supposed to stay lit until the

end."

Then the Fourth Candle spoke gently to the little boy,

"Don't be afraid, for I Am Hope, and while I still burn, wecan re-light the other candles.

"With Shining eyes the child took the Candle of Hope and

lit the other three candles.Never let the Flame of Hope go out of your life.

With Hope, no matter how bad things look and

are...Peace, Faith and Love can Shine Brightly in our lives.

ther's loads n loads things on my mind. and i dunno what exactly running on my mind.

cny is approaching. looking forward to it. only once a yr. n i'm pretty sure 2009 will be a longer yr den any others. meeting ups with all the relatives during new yr is a real chore. they will start asking about ur sch, ur work and almost everything about ur life. lols. never ending. i'm looking forward to stayover at aunty's place. steamboat at py's. meet up with bestie's for cny visiting. chinatown trip hopefully. =D

i'm tired. sch is tiring. work is tiring. my back has been aching for dunno how long. the weather been so cooling recently. side tracking n getting all so random.

got to go off for work soon. till here.

2009-01-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

fatty found out! lols.

2008-12-31T02:01:00.003+08:00

i got many many things in hand to do.

but firstly, i wanna welcome 2009.
look forward to 2009 so much. 2008 been pretty short yr. passed damn fast. many things happen. good and bad.

sidetrack abit. my phone is dyin on me. i need a new phone mummy. probably back to samsung. my all time favourite. hahas. should get pixon or f480?

need to get my hair done before cny. oh ya. 2009 cny is on jan. very very fast. need an off day just for hair management. is becoming like grass soon. hahas.

two modules exams are coming. i haven even touch the books at all. from tmr onwards i shall make them my storybook. lols. i cant afford any fails. i dun wanna spend money to retake.

x'mas been pretty sweet? spend with py n jialin. the next day pictures takin with colleagues. followed by x'mas dinner with everyone at swensens on 29th. i enjoyed the workin environment companion sometimes.

oh ya. my x'mas gifts. esprit towels? bag from deona mummy? new rl bag? new wallet from fatty?

new yr resolution? yes? no?
i'm gonna graduate in 2009 if ther is no fails in any modules. lols. hopefully i will get a great job? good pay. though many agrees tat 2009 will be the worst of all yrs to graduate. lookin for jobs tat are challenging. i dun wanna sit n do the same thing everyday.
worst come to worst. i will probably further on to advance diploma before joining the working society. hahas. the is the last resort i will go. i'm sick of studyin.

i need to start saving.=D

2008-12-25T02:45:00.005+08:00

merry x'mas!

a very simple christmas this yr. as usual. some small gifts exchange with colleagues. gotten the long wanted esprit 3 in 1 towels. practical!=D

meet up with py n kew. looking at those long tables n big big grp of ppl make us feel sad though. is okay! enjoy the time with them taking those PROFESSIONAL pics! i cant wait to upload those pics. but need to wait for them to dry first ar. hahas. hong kong cafe for dinner cum supper. the girls really waited for a long time. lols!

will upload pics taken by this pro soon!

2008-12-18T00:29:00.003+08:00

yeeleng is a happy happy girl for now.

gotten my x'mas present alrdy. the shipment reach two weeks ago. finally an off day from work to get the stuff from dearest cousin.

a really tiring few weeks of work and study. rushing assignment at night. is really tedious yea. but i got the satisfaction after all this. yea yea assignment finally done! i need plenty plenty of slp. i wan to slp all day long. is really hard to find a chance like this nowadays. perhaps after this few of festives season month is over? hahas

meeting up with bestie is the best thing to do after a long week. though tiring. but those updating. many many talks. shopping trips put a smile onto my face after the next meet up. nobody understand me better den bestie do. we know wat we want. we are gonna shop for more clothes for this coming cny. i gonna get my x'mas gift from her. thanks aunty!

less meet ups. less reliant. but the feelings remain. =D

2008-12-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

busy month.

i experience pms last month i guess. i step back. stay cool and calm n look at matters. actually things aren't that messy as i see it. i've been too conscious about other ppl opinions. sometime is really nice jus to act purely dumb. =D

holy shit i've been too busy. coming home late everyday. not a single day early. i heard mum ranting non-stop alrdy. is study or work more important? hahas. i'm tryin hard to tell her. i found the balance somehow. but nobody understand. lols! i'm obsessed with keeping myself busy this days. so mad.

x'mas bells are ringing near...
wish santa would get me my gifts at my doorstep on the eve.
i got too much on my lists. jus get me a few will do.hahas.
camera? coach wallet? burberry limited ed perfume? oops oops.

looking so damn forward to gifts exchanging with 5+5. is been nearly two months since i saw their faces? let me know the plans as soon as possible okay.

i need to meet up with thumbs. we used to meet every week. stupid workload. i wan to get on a new car and go rounding! oh ya. i fail my first attempt for btt.

not forgetting to get x'mas gifts for my girlys soon.=D

2008-11-26T00:04:00.005+08:00

school was great. maybe the class get more and more bonded as days goes. many many are leaving for NS. a farewell coming up for them. sentosa trips with the girls. and many many other things coming with classmates. and we've been feastin almost everyday. all of us are whining and whining. at the same time we are enjoyin. hahas.

oh finally. i met up with all the girls today. not a single miss out. totally love their companies. though we dun meet up tat often. but laughters and updates on each other is never ending. we never seems to have enough time for each other. meeting again for prata at wsh. and christmas movie with them as well.

oh ya. so into cecelia ahern books recently. her book ps:i love you. is damn touching la. i'm looking forward to thanks for the memories and something rainbow ends de. planning to get one of them. =D

seems like a happy girl now. spending time this way allows time to pass faster. i'm welcoming 2009 soon.

2008-11-24T00:29:00.004+08:00

i'm done with another two modules. =D

pretty 4 short days without sch jus pass like this. working. keeping myself so damn busy. for dunno why.

met up with thumb for some short shopping. got myself a expensive small lovely bag. is something i aim for months. an early x'mas present for myself. a pat on my shoulder that i work hard for the last 12 months. next yr will be better den this.

discuss with eileen earlier on at work. 2008 passed damn fast la. is like i'm still slogging my life away at work startin of the yr. n now i'm busy mugging n working hard. 4 more mths to my graduation. my mind seems to be empty with choices. what will i end up to be? i know furthering is not on my list yet. i need some other kind of challenges. =D

i lost some friendship this yr. but nevertheless. i know they are the ones i still love to rely on when problem arise..

2008-11-18T01:38:00.003+08:00

woohoo. organisational behavior is done! one paper done. another one to go. accounts shouldn't be tat bad. hopefully. =D

slept super little yesterday. last minute kills. but hopefully it really helps. at least it keep my memory afresh. hahas. ate with classmates. den off to work. was super tired at first. so badly those eyes wanna close. but always as usual. the endless topics we talked. keep me awake. stressless environment. hehe.

after this busy week.
-meet up with dda for movie.
-10dec for lbj with nurses.
-meet chua for he's belated gifts.
-5+5 when next meet up?

2008-11-14T14:15:00.002+08:00

i woke up with a heavy heart somehow. something prompted me to on those songs on my phone. i kept blasting while listening to the lyrics. i know i will be alright pretty soon.

it seems like the exams curse? is always like tat before the exams. left me all alone mugging hard for papers. i guess this is why i'm always screwed.

ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOR is driving me crazy. nothing seems to be goin in. my classmates are all stress like shit. first time so tense over a paper. o's also not tat tense. pls get me a pass. i cant afford to fail this ar.

i'm lookin forward to genting trips with the guys. hopefully everything goes well. i need a get away. to somewher beyond s'pore. lalala.

i miss 5+5! =D

2008-11-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

recession affected!

so probably out of job for awhile. mugging hard for exams. company's dinner and dance is over. met up with bestie. granny's b'day celebration.

too much of things on my mind. maybe i'm more of a sensitive person. give me more time to adapt. i still dun think i'm wrong. i make noise cos i care.

tat's this song been playin on my mind the whole day. it holds tat special meaning. when i love to sing along with tat songs everytime it plays on the radio. though this song is quite sometime back.

Jonas Brothers
When you look me in the eyes

If the heart is always searchin�
Can you ever find a home
I've been looking for that someone
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of lovin� you
There's got to be a million reasons why it�s true

When you look me in the eyes
Tell me that you love me
Everything�s alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me In the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting to be with you again
I'm gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that I can
I can't take a day without you here
You�re the light that makes my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
Tell me that you love me
Everything�s alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me In the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

More and more I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

When you look me in the eyes
Tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes
Tell me that you love me
Everything�s alright
When you're right here by my side
When you look me In the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

2008-10-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

is all about work and study this few long weeks. assignments seems never ending. jus gotten dec schudele. it was exactly holy shit. hahas. all the way till next yr jan is packed. 9-5 almost everyday. this sure gonna drain the hell out of me. argh!

i cant cope as much as i used to be. so placing study as priority is a must now. i realise i hardly work as much as i used to. nowadays i only appear once a week. i enjoy myself much more. more time hanging with buddies. means more eatin and eatin.

yeah i'm excited over next week company's dinner and dance. =D pyjamas party. stay tune for more pictures to be uploaded. woohoo.

gotta go back to my dearest notes.

sometime i wish you were right here once again with me. i miss those night talks, movie and shopping trips.

2008-10-25T00:34:00.003+08:00

i always wanted self portrait a picture. but somehow it looks stupid sitting down for minutes while another draws. i guess i'm not tat patient afterall.

Stuck

I can't get out of bed today or get you off my mind

I just can't seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin', I'm just missin' you

You know what I'm sayin',you know what I mean
You kept me hangin' on a string, why you make me cry?

I tried to give you everything,but you just give me lies

I ain't trippin',I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm sayin',you know what I mean
Every now and then when I'm all alone

I be wishin' you would call me on the telephone

Say you want me back, but you never do I feel like such a fool, there's nothing I can do

I'm such a fool for you
CHORUS:I can't take it what am I waiting for?

My heart's still breaking,I miss you even more

And I can't fake it the way I could before,I hate you but, I love you, I can't stop thinking of you

It's true I'm stuck on you

My love's a broken record that's been skippin'in my head

I keep singing

Yesterday why we got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin',I'm just missin' you
You know what I'm sayin',you know what I mean

Every now and then when I'm all alone

I be wishin' you would call me on the telephone

Say you want me back, but you never do I feel like such a fool

CHORUSPre Chorus:
every now and then when I'm all alone

I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone say you want me back but you never do

I feel like such a fool theres nothing I can do

I'm such a fool for you

CHORUS

And I can't take it what am I waiting for?

My heart's still breaking, I miss you even more

And I can't fake it the way I could before

I hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of youI hate you, but I love you, I can't stop thinking of you

I don't know what to do

I'm stuck on you

2008-10-18T11:09:00.002+08:00

whole load of things were running in my mind last night.

that scary encounter which i never thought things will turn this way. jus take it take that he's tipsy. and i shouldn't bother by thinking so much abt it. but i couldn't stop thinking abt it. lols. i dunno wat i'm talkin either. hahas.

so it was practically stuying and workin this few weeks. my holidays was filled with workin schuedules. now sch start. busy term. with endless assignments n workloads. i should be doing proper time management alrdy. i've been spending most of the time outside since thumb got he's license. working time get lesser now. more time for assignment to be done.

oh ya. and recently i 've been shopping online. due to my motherhood cousin. OL seems to love online shopping during work. cheaper n more affordable to get. =D

i mention on birky's n he will get for me. lols.
winnie the pooh is love.

&this post is so random. lols.

2008-09-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

my mind is screwed now. i feel like burstin. when everythings seems so right at times. the next moments will always be so much of unhappiness. why cant one stay happy n peaceful forever. maybe forever should never be in the dictionary!

i wish i could turn back the time. and all this couldn't have happen. wat else can i say den sorry.

2008-09-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

i was lost awhile ago. when i couldn't find 5+5 and my family pictures folder. at the moment i thought all nice memories are gone. luckily ther's recycle bin. retrieve it all back. *relief!

september wasn't a good mth. pls go on to oct asap. i miss those good old days.

i got so much on my mind now. is hard to pick n choose wat to say it out all here. hopefully the outcome would be a good one. i will be outside prayin and wishing hard tat you get well soon.

my throat heal faster. i got difficulty eating. and i'm so hungry. =(

2008-09-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

been lying on the bed for three whole day le. fever is finally gone. it was like a total torture this days. haven been fallin so sick this yrs or mths. now left with sexy voice. holy shit. work on fri sat and sun is sure killing.

i've been thinkin. i might lose this fren forever. i need to do something. i need you to hear me out. give me a chance to explain myself. tat day was alrdy so chaotic. rain came. big crowd. i couldn't even pay attention to other things. sorry is all i could say now. it wont help to heal anything tat alrdy hurt you. i will always be waiting till u calm down and my phone screen appears ur name again.

photos are out. but i'm so reluctant to post them up. shall send to ppl online when i see them. till here.

2008-09-07T16:50:00.002+08:00

i feel lousy somehow. tried means to make it a successful one. but everything just goes wrong.

i dun mean to make u feel lousy. i didnt know they still didnt change after this yrs. my purpose of this bbq was to see everyone presence and a sort of gatherings for some. maybe my fault for being inconsiderate to you. i'm sorry. i know all this dun help. deep right in my heart. i appreciate everything. dun let this spoil our friendship will you?

i wish ytd was jus a dream. being a bad host. rain came. and alot of leftovers of food. lucky tat few colleagues end my day with a smile. they tried to make me laugh. make sure food can be cleared. cleaning up of the place and lastly making sure i reach hm with everything cleared. without them i could have thought this 18th was horrible. n yea. i promise not to open bbq again. is exactly a nightmare.

started off today with high fever, bad throat, bad cough and flu. caught in the rain ytd i guess. not enough slp too this few days. exams followed by preparation. n dearest bro for passin all the virus eventually to me. this is wat i got for lookin after him. lols.

and last but not least. i thanks everyone who came and nice wishes from ur. truely appreciated. and apologised for making a unpleasant one for some.

*i got totally no mood to upload pics.

2008-09-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

had a great b'day eve. =D

went for lunch with thumb. sushi-tei after my papers in the noon. b'day treat from thumb. den proceed to meetin cousins den deona. met with deona to shop for bbq food and drinks. wa... now i know. is really tedious to open a bbq by myself. i spend hell loads of money. luckily is partly sponsored.

cleared my bill. settle my food. went to my fav wsh for prata and some nice laughters with besties deona and deb. laugh non stop. den went to play swing. miss those childhood days. updated tat wee bit with each other and proceed hm! =D

marinating of wings. wrapping of corns. and on and on.

tmr gonna be a good day. finally legal. =D

*photos up soon! i need my beauty slp. only slept for 2hrs ytd! =(

2008-09-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

hahas. i was busy revisin the whole of last night and this afternoon. was too too bored till i went to do those oldies picture.

enjoy! =D

2008-09-01T13:44:00.003+08:00

holy-shit. marketin paper is gone. wrote out of topic for a 20marks question!

okok. dun think bout tat alr. is time to start muggin hard for my business management paper. dun wanna waste money to sub lei. lols.

ytd could be more fruitful. intended to go hm after work to study. in the end went queuein up for singtel broadband line. lols! it took me 3 long hrs la. their attitude was like quite bad. but when they see u got angry. everything actually went better.

tues, wed, thurs will be studyin.

fri- main paper.
sat! bbQ!

oh ya. aunt and cousins been a really nice bunch. to make this yr a b'day a even better one. loves!

so addicted. warwick avenue. I've been confused outta' my mind lately.you think you're loving but I want to be free.

2008-08-28T03:49:00.002+08:00

neverending mugging session. my mind is all over my main paper now.went forum to study with classmates. those cups of coffee beans dun seem to help. those cold air form mac doesn't help too. hsh is the best. late night studyin. quiet moments. lols.

argh! excited bout my b'day bbq. few buddies couldn't turn up. hopefully they can get back in time. =D

i'm still waiting. empty screen.

2008-08-26T23:06:00.004+08:00

i felt i took some things for granted this days.

i got the worst moodswings ever. stupid menses! the ultimate culprit. i'm sorry i did those nonsense. but i really dun mean it. i feel so out of place this few days. pre exams symptons. hahas.

marketing paper is killing me. nothing seems to be getting into my head. i'm not in a working mood this week i guess. bad sales no motivation and everything on my mind is main paper! worries!*

phone went crazy last week. got it for repair. shop like nobody business. enjoyed a week of holidays without work. felt nice somehow. tanning shoppin and tagging along for supper and all. felt great and satisfied! =D

oh yah! fireworks was wow...
the girls.

the right company for this.

the nicest chin guy manage to take. =D

sometime taking a step further may be a good thing. but i hope things to stay like this and how it is. i feel good and happy this way. i might be harsh though. but i care.

2008-08-07T15:25:00.002+08:00

argh! freakin bored.

woke up with a freakin headache. decided to SKIP SCH! oops. tmr's marketing paper. gonna mugged hard at hm. till now haven get started.

tot of going for a run. cannot find shoes. tot of swimming. cannot find khakis! argh! boring!!!

update again! so random again!

2008-08-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

been missing in sch attendance recently. like so so tired. as if few days never slp. now i understand y ppl always say the more u slp the more tired u are. lols!

exams coming. shall revise and revise. i need good results for overseas trips! 1k to bangkok~ =D

met up with deona and deb today! caught the mummy. it wasn't really tat great as dark knight. but overall still pretty okay! tmr catchin money no enough 2! heard is really a touchin show ar.

it's been awhile missing in shoppin, tanning and never ending laughters moments. i saw a change.

2008-07-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

so everything done!

when the day is nearin den i shall inform everyone bout the time and date of my bbq! mummy been the nice one in the family shall provide for all the expenses of the food. heng ar. food will spent a big bomb! lols! auntie the greatest shall cook! =D

the lists goes on and on. those faces i mention is a MUST to turn up!
-dday
-5+5
-nurses.
-secondary sch mates.
-outside friends

i told mum will be ard 30 over. she wanted me to cancel the bbq and jus pass me money to go out eat. lols. she say will be very troublesome. but making this bbq near my hse is to let my parents see more of my friends? family members can come along too? and for everyone convenient! lols. no one fetchin food for me. it got to be convenient for me. =D

marketing and management papers are coming up. gosh! this two modules are all about writing and memorisin. gonna make preparation earlier for this two modules. no more procrastination!

*my neck heal faster pls.

2008-07-21T01:17:00.002+08:00

it's been a week of working days. those shit face i have in the morning when i go to sch was with me for the whole of last week. stock takes and stressing of stupid sales. lols. fun workin with eifa the bitch. camwhore! videos non stop! lols. we can just stand and giggle non stop at passer bys. n we really hate B******! nearly called security! hahas.

3 three of holidays are gone. time pass so fast! i shall look forward to my one long month of break in september! startin from 6th SEPTEMBER! =D

talking to buddy abt the probs he face and i face. sounds similar. maybe ther's always a phrase wher ppl tend to change. start changing their life. it may be u or ppl ard you. when they start leaving or new ppl coming into the life of ours. and sometime we lose ourselves. accomodating ppl of the fear of losing them. right or wrong?

*meet up with cliques this week!
*meeting with thumbs to get present for bestie!

i need time to find the way back into life. so not used of everything. perhaps emo shit mood now. it's going to be 2am!

2008-07-10T01:30:00.002+08:00

i think those food i consume. keep me thinking of how fat i will become when i grow old. is kind of sweet when u r old n fat alrdy... ther's someone holdin hands with you. as fat as old as you! lols!

these precious of mine. they never fail to brighten up my day!

kushin-bo with my dearest staff nurses to be. full like siao. is really worth the price. but the queue is really killing. is like kiasu ppl get the seats today. salmons, teppanyaki and big big crab. is really those authentic japanese dishes. ladies night on wednesday. ahahahas.. so cheaper by abit.

my best friend! ah leow ar!

2008-07-08T11:07:00.003+08:00

one paper down. another one to go! =D

been mob-tvin. even when i'm studyin my com is always on. tsk! distracted! but i really think is quite worth it. thinking of subscribing it. after exam den i shall decide. lols.

tat's three weeks of holidays. but it seem so short. one week of studyin. one week of exam. only one week to relax. hahas. but i do have plans for next holidays. the one that i'm lookin forwrd to. sept 1mth 1 week. =D 18th birthday celebrations!

thinking of bbq-in or chalet? but abit troublesome cos i got exams on the day before my b'day.

alright! going to hospital to welcome a new addition to family! =D

the geek!

2008-07-03T23:13:00.004+08:00

previous post was jus some never ending family probs! everything gonna be alright. those ups and downs days in life. =D

anyway.. justin and myself went to rebond. all thanks to mummy sponsorship. look like a nerd now. flat flat de. hahas. tmr gathering sure kena laugh like nobody business de lo. lols.

exams next week. still haven reali got it into my brain. slowly slowly. i mus get nice results.

shall update again after tmr secondary sch gathering! =D

2008-06-29T01:04:00.002+08:00

i yearn for those freedom.

is been awhile since i pen down those dark sides of times in life. to a certain time, i realise nobody ustd me blog is wher i turn to. hearing so much, so unbelieveable to think that my parents actually think this way. i still thought pretty much, i thought life turn ard. my parents loves me afterall. i started cherishin. i'm afraid of losing them like how i lost my frens. but they dun ustd.

those tears eventually well up in my heart. maybe i'm jus bad at expressing myself to ur. all i need is those understanding. telling ppl how bad is ur daughter isn't doing much help in changing me. i believe i'm not that bad like ur describe. compare to other 18s. i guess my type alrdy extinct.

i may seem happy on the outside. but my minds run wild once i reach hm. i want to move out reali badly. i really hope the family turn for the better side soon. money's not everything. why cant they just ustd their daughter is alrdy a grown up. =(

2008-06-18T19:12:00.005+08:00

closed for awhile to revive de blog. been the same old pictures for quite sometime alrdy. new look new look. credits to WEI QI! cos i made quite a big mess myself. lols!

met quite a few cliques of frens lately. catch up with my dear girls. deborah, alisa. celebrated her b'day. laugh alot as usual. slight things will make us giggle non-stop. how i miss secondary sch. those canteen with our laughters.

eileen and michelle. shop eat and slack tgt for the last weekend. talk alot of emo stuffs while relaxing at a cafe. think of it is quite true. but ppl jus ignore if things reali happen. our next meet up shall be ikea and movie. WEI QI stop dating! join us! =D

den a belated b'day surprise for dear chin. he keeps complaining when we are not ard during he's b'day. hahas. after which i guess he's really touched by the gift and personally made cake for him! =D

stopping work actually change my life quite alot. more time at hm. less time outside. i seems happier few months back. time passed faster less time being alone and ponder bout those realistic problems. avoiding seems to be the solution those days.

i know only results prove tat i've change. slowly ppl ard me will realise.

new addition to the family! =D

2008-06-16T18:12:00.002+08:00

it keeps me thinking.

i've got every reasons to make myself feel what i'm doing is actually right. but comments jus keep comin and comin.

been too demanding actually brings down everything.

the first step is actually so wrong.

tat night tat we went slackin tgt. those conversations keeps me pondering till now. will those things reali happen?

been wanting to settle those family probs. but is like so hard. nobody making any efforts.

2008-05-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

so lack of entries i know.
workin life ar. busy. everyday just becomes the same routines.
few more weeks. it will be DIFFERENT. =D

workin life gonna end real soon. i guess i'm gonna miss it so much. though how much i rant on this job. the chores and 'sai' job i always kena by deona. but thru this i really learn pretty much. how to manage a shop. work with fella colleagues. good and bad times with my ex colleagues. i reali see so much unbearable tears when one leaves and the next joins. though it isn't as fun as it used to be. it creates an impact on me. and now is the time i move on to the next chapter.

hahas it reminds me of the days when i just quit school. how i missed those crazy sch mates of mine. seeing them doin well now makes me wanna go back sch and do well too. no more time for fun. is serious job now. studyin shall be my next piority.

those recents advertisements on made of honour keeps me thinking. is ther reali plantonic frenship between each other? i mean guys and girls. i rem losing some frens recently. with them progressing on with their partners. and money seems to be the problem with guys of our age nowadays. small small problems actually kills the frenship.

meeting colleagues to feast every week. disaster. they dun seems to put on as much weight as i do. but is great catching up as we work diff place. deona leow always fails to join. been seein those nurses. & now my cliques. non of the may babies in our clique. is june our next meet up? hahas.

i got so many many expired photos to upload. even lost tracks at which meaningful ones i should post.

the girls.

part of the great sch mates.

my weekly playmates.

justin 18th.

deb's 18th with us!

and i only wish life with this carefree.

2008-04-10T02:34:00.002+08:00

2more mths... =D

sometime it really sets me thinking so so far. when some slight problems came into mind. i knew in my mind wat was the exact solution i wanted. but it jus could hurt someone near me.

do friendships last forever?

yes there may be. these couples of mths when i started workin. i saw changes. things i missed when i was in sch. regretted somehow. drastic changes on colleagues who think for themselves. screwed my life.

and i finally understood. i'm living for friends and families who love me. everyday shall jus be a passing day be it happy or sad.

i started changing. treasurin family more. spend every available time with ppl i missed out during tat busy weeks.

i'm contented somehow. now i'm looking for love! =D yes justin?

my babes. always? yes?

the ones who make life easier at work.

once a while meet up was good!

-meeting cliques!
-come up with a date to meet those nurses!
-counting down to sch days!=D

2008-03-18T02:11:00.004+08:00

rotting rotting.

kew michelle and a few others are complainin on my tagboard le ar.

okay okay! been pretty busy!

met up with this two whenever off days comes into the week.

den followed by nana's and py's surprise celebration. hopefully both of them like the gifts!

work been pretty screwed this month. perhaps perhaps i'm gettin sick of the environment ther. i need a time more to myself and frens. is hard plsin everyone. is harder to even be a nice person!

ta-dah.. so june i'm goin back to sch! get my ass ready for classes n projects. okay i'm lookin forward. spendin tat big sum of money. hopefully is worth it. =D

lookin for some part time admin job. do tag if u got some nice offers and i will be probably quitting in may. the decision i finally made. & it actually brought smiles to my folks! =D

heelllooo...

2008-02-26T00:16:00.003+08:00

oh almost a month. i left my blog rotting here.

work's not abit fun at all. much happenings. sound cruel but is a reality we gonna accept. happy workin partners dun last long. u wont know wat gonna happen the very next moment. maybe the little emotional side is somehow wrong to some ppl.

so sch stuff is somehow decided. goin for june intake. gotta confirm the registration soon. but something something is temptin me.

march gonna be better den feb! =D

2008-01-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

my blog's rotting. it seems so isolated now.

lalala. SO WAVE HELLO! =D
chinese new yr round the corner. the feelin of buyin and shoppin is so great can. this must stop. cos i got to save up for study plans. i need to get my ass back to books after cny! no more overspend. i haven been saving money since work start. every month money sure clear.

this crap i met this week. full of nonsense for each other!

the poor fren who burnt a hole in the pocket for a gift for me! =D i differentiate the goodys n the badies!

the new camwhore mate. =D

& the colleague cum fren i will miss. the xiang yi wei ming she used to say. though she gonna be ard. but the feeling of stressin sales figure wont be the same again!

the lil sunflower for aunty. hopefully cheer up her day. =D i went all the way down to vivo on my off day can!

and now the ppl i wanna meet up with! it's been long.

& a sudden urge to go holidayin with frens. flip thru photos from perth n hk. it brought back much good and happy moments. next stop... wher can we go? save up for holidays okay. =D

2008-01-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

a week past since a brand new start of 2008.

-been busy with new shop set up.
-endless full shifts coming up.
-chinese new yr approaching.
-not done with shopping sprees of new yr new stuffs.
-broke like no one's business at the start of the month!

okay okay. enough of the rant rant. new happenings too.

-got psp slim red limited.
-new n81 from mum.

and next i'm gonna decide something for my future. i need opinions. it concerns money, interests and future. i'm startin to like wat i'm doin now. jus afraid this passion will die off. important decision need to be make.

but till now. i'm loving my life. with those lil' lil' concerns and often meet ups with buddies! =D

2008-01-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

happy 2008! =D
this post gonna be wordy.

before i get my ass down and type so many rubbish! gettin all emo readin those past in 2007 by many many others bloggys!

2007 is really a bad yr.
-gettin o's results.
-got into a course nobody wanted.
-quitted sch.
-into workin society.

how bad. worse of the worst in all this yr. nobody expected. but nevertheless. new frens came along the way.

went into poly. found many many or rather very very nice buddies. 5+5 was sure to be among them. n classmates... though now i hardly keep in touch with them. but whenever some flashes came into my mind. the smile will automatically bring onto my face. this is how much happiness ur gave me during those months. it reali took so much courage to leave u guys n pursue the studies myself. i will make sure this time round i will get wat i wan. wasted a yr is more den enough.

workin life. no doubts. is really tiring. time spent with frens is reali lil'. forgoin some slp n rest to meet up is wat i'm reali tryin to do. nice colleagues along the way. n boss sure makes a big difference. =D

n those closey frens i have! those ups n downs ur nv fail to be there. known each of ur for 5-6 yrs coming. whether the time spent tgt is short or long this days. nth could actually bring us apart. phone calls n smses are all we need to keep in touch. those thicks n thins gone thru are not called nothing.

2008!
-overseas trip with closey frens.
-get my ass back in sch.
-do well n not repeat of modules.
-graduate by 2009.
-more time spent with families n frens.
-make peace with family.

&last but not least. i'm waiting for mr LOVE!=D

2007-12-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

it's been quite a long time ar. 2007 is coming to end end. 2008 is coming.... =D

busy workin as usual. i'm so lazy to on the precious com nowadays! i realise i can practically survive without com for a week. but not the tv show i've been catchin promptly this few weeks! is a must to catch it everyday. *adictive

christmas belss are ringin loud. the atmosphere is there. sales everywhere. this month is gonna be broke plus broke. lookin forward to pay day. ten more days. my psp slim is on the way. hehe!:)

off day is always been deona's day. shoppin movie and feastin is always keepin us occupy. pure enjoyment. missin some other frens as well. i know is been a long time since our hangouts. i miss those days. those frens tat nv fails to be there. work has been really busy i swear. i wan to have a fat fat new yr with lots lots of commissions!

okay now i'm gonna upload many many outdated photos! =D

vivo trip with half the cliques! cam whore the whole day.
at toy s rus and their outdoor! =D

outdated photos! d n d! plus the boss n lovelies!

our day out! enchanted is nice!

jingle bells jingle bells!

the always close frens i had! dday!

a gf u wont regret having!=D

2007-12-01T01:45:00.000+08:00

work work work.

feel like quittin. i know how difficult to earn money now. over budget every month. i dunno wat's my purpose in workin now. lols. off day gone. new outlet started. this explain why n how my blog is left to rot. hahahahas.

though days were never bored in the shop. something feels to be lacking. some love n concern. more rest n reliant. i know this time round i'm gonna be independent. lalala. i dunno wat i'm talkin.

my condolences to those five dragonboaters! awww... every morning i will purposely get newspaper to read up. and every pages reali make me teared! frens who paddles pls be extra careful!

wishlists is gettin longer and longer. justin is so goin to tempt me everyday till i get wat i want.

- zoo trip with dday
-escape with 5+5!
-gettin psp by the end of this yr.
-camera next yr.
-enter sch before next yr june

&last but not least.... pay increment pls.

some photos from d&d. enjoy!

n something for sure! balloons make ppl happier! =DDD six-niners!

2007-11-20T01:57:00.000+08:00

is another start of the week. workin has nv been tat great. those busy schuedules tat i actually got to meet up with. n the boss not in town. somehow he's existence mean a great deal now. less of those chaotics moments n make life easier. how nice tat will be.

n rebondin tmr. somehow waitin for a new look. cuttin a new hairstyle. for bell east upcomin d&d. i know i miss citylink. but shirley if u readin this... i guess j8 staff are more innocents now. okok. i know who to trust n who's not. so now. i jus believe in my six-niners! lalala.

more photos to upload while takin photos with my dear girl in the shop. will be havin a miserable off day this week. outing with justin n he's leavin to club n me back to family dinner. n my dear deona wont be in town. shall be awaitin for some gifts!

photos soon! ta-dah!

2007-11-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

it hasn't been good. leave out those good moments. spending time with 5+4! steamboat at stan's b'day. n of course a long awaited outing with bestie. movie n sakura. =D

the frenship we built in sch. i tot now in diff path it would still be fine. i'm wrong perhaps. or maybe some misunderstanding. i nv said such stuff into someone ears. n nv tot of either. i dun wanna be left alone like an idiot. let's talk over it like we always used to.

tears running down. cos i valued this frenship so much. so much so tat i dun wan this to be a topic among others. i know we could overcome much more. an sms a call i will be waitin. jus an answer or perhaps a explaination on wat goes wrong.

2007-11-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

workin been so so tiring! ****! i fell right onto my bed after bathing each night! shiok! and i always dread wakin up in the morning for work. tat's when i learn responsibility ar. hahas.

D&D round's the corner. my dress for tat day still not found yet? it gonna be on a retro theme. anyone any suggestion pls? hahas. shoppin with ms deona leow on deepavali. bought a few items n it gonna make me eat bread for the rest of the days this month. lalala. as long as i buy something i like. it doesn't reali matter right! =D

meetin with some of the 5+5 later on. and shall head to pasir ris in the night. miss them so much. is been so long since i hang out with them la! tmr gonna be a terrible day. not slpin tonight = walkin zombie tmr.

i'm losing faith in love n frens. i dun wan to work n lose everything one day.

2007-11-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

dad's a bitch!
work's a chore.
love's a whore.

i know spiders webs are growin. i haven been usin the com for freakin long. not tat i'm appearing offline la. my dad's been occupyin it. how... ****!

work with deona today! home sweet home tgt! kew, jus, nana and PY visited today! wher's the small stomach? hahaas. meet up soon ppl. saturday outings! lookin so forward to it.

i need runs and exercise. small TUMMYS colleagues are making me fat! feast n feast day in day out. i need to spend time for gym n training.

NO LIFE when school ends n full time job takes place!
i miss sch n everyone. argh!

2007-10-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

been feeling all emo since i return home jus now. dunno y. no longer felt the need to come home to a heartless home. the place wher no one no longer care. it jus becos wat happen recently. perhaps perhaps those tears wan to run down badly since it haven return for a long time.

somethings are not right. some stuffs jus kept me thinking. everythings with a motive i guess.

next post shall be better! loves!

2007-10-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

off day jus gone like tat. spend a fruitful day with the love ones. went DB-in, eatin tgt, shoppin. lil' lil' things done but it took us all day outside home! hahas. is always nice jus havin a day out with them!

been workin all day long. this week was not at all a good one. quarrel with mum and showing everyone else in the family a black face was nv a good one.

workin with those small TUMMYS colleagues make me grow side ways. lols. control was always used but nv preached. hahas. lots n lots of cam-whorin with shirley! shall upload when i get my USB done.

missed sch terribly much as well. but now things slightly got better when i'm more used to work. took pics with the clique of girlys when i get back. once done with the form n i will be officially out with it.

for now... is only this!

n when will the next off day be an outings with 5+5! i miss them!

2007-10-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

& i know this time round my life is screwed!

appealed fail. i guess the sch is freakin ineffiecient n i dun even think they take careful considerations in this matter. i hurried them few days back, n straight away i receive a rejection. i knew this will happen if i hurry them.

watever... now i gonna think wat's next i should do. i dun wan to be workin all the way till old now. i still badly wan to study. enjoy my type of life. those great frens i had. so many she bu de since now the results are alrdy out. i'm gonna miss them lots. miss out the fun i had in sch.

& how i hope u will be right beside me. tellin me wat to do when i'm lost.

2007-10-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

more den one week of not updating! lols!

life been pretty the same? workin still occupies the most time. eatin too oops! hari raya good boss n full loving colleagues... sure makes my stomach big n round. hahas.

free time goes to dragonboat n frens. hardly a day at hm. i missed those days jus to sit n watch tv all day long! slp the whole day like no one business.

everyone's startin to start sch tmr. i'm actually missin sch days now. i wish tat i will be in the lecture hall crapping ard with them. go for breaks hopping like a small child... argh on and on! i'm missing sch days badly. workin life isn't tat great! though nice ppl are ard. i miss those frens more. when they tell me we couldn't meet in sch for lunch like the past anymore. it reali hurts! NYP pls grant me a chance to study inside again!

some nice ppl passing by in life. reali nice. i dun wan to promise anything. i'm afraid i couldn't commit. my life too pack. i'm willing to let the past jus passed. perhaps i need the one to bring me back into love. i'm feelin it right now. perhaps perhaps!

2007-10-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

okay okay. everyday is passing so fast la. tmr's the start of mine FULL time job. like omg!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEW! =D

went out freakin early today? went to have lunch with besties. den haev a quick shop, thinking tat i got to work in the evening. my shoes at citylink n clothes at j8! den went down places to places to collect. & the nice boss called to say NO NEED WORK. lols! collected my cheque from him and off to meet kew, theo and Py. =DDD

chatted awhile. played arcade. and ta-dah meet up with hong rui to shop n dinner. saw keene and frens! hahas. the ah toot toot! lols! i will miss school days n lunch-ing out with those fellas! lalalas! =D

gonna slp early n rest well! nights!

not ready for a r/s.
jus wanna be loved.
history makes me worried and scared!
i know i wan my life to remain like this. =D

2007-10-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

is been pictures n pictures! hahas.

too lazy to type out wat i've actually been doin. is jus like a normal off days. spend this few days with goody frens before real work starts!

receive a call from nyp! glad tat they are actually doin something about my case! hopefully will get a pleasant reply from them! pray hard pls! hahas.

goin out with goody goody frens later on again! update soon! =D

so hook onto this song suddenly! rehab by rihanna!

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept ?

You'd do anything for the one you love'

Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there

It's like you were my favorite drug

The only problem is that you was using me

In a different way than I was using you

But now that I know it's not meant to be

I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another

the way I gave it to you

You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

'Cause now I feel like....oh!

2007-10-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

2007-09-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

i'm actually leavin this blog to rot alrdy. to busy to actually care bout it. hahas. okay now some update in my life! whees!!!

i'm turning into a full time HYPNOSIS staff. so ppl come down and have lunch tgt ar. hahas. well... make this choice partly think tat the benefits is better and i wont be at any losing end anyway. & tat's no diff of workin as a full time or part time to me. i pratically work everyday! hahas.

fall sick le! private sales was a BLAST! the process was really really tedious la. omg! went thru everything smoothly! didnt manage to tun up for dragonboat! last session. i wont have time to go anymore. it will workin n more workin soon.

no photos to upload how bored. &partly i chose full time cos everyone is startin sch real soon. i'm afraid of boredom u see. hahas. flexible morning n afternoon shifts make me able to meet them too! =D

i know i will miss sch life.
those cliques of frens!
those bitching session.
those mugging days.

2007-09-25T01:16:00.000+08:00

okay is time to do a lil' update! =D

appeal letter is in waiting for their reply. i've gone thru perhaps de most difficult time. everyone standing by n encourage. I KNOW THOSE FRIENDSHIPS i made are definitely not goodbye. =D my mood eventually got better. discuess wat i wanted to parents. some others helpin me to explain too. things goes well. they at least respect this decision i made now.

so now...
workin life is startin. it means less outing with buddies, frens and 5+5! ppl pls undestand. as much as i wan to go out. but now workin comes first! i promise to be there every meet ups if possible ar! i even may neglect dragonboat as time keep on clashing. this is the sacrifice i made to stop schooling now.

watch chuck n larry. very very hilarious n meaningful show. frenship is more impt den any other things. true frens stay n fake frens go! =D

&imissyou!

deeeeona! =D

JUSSSStin! =D

&this is for 5+5!

2007-09-20T15:05:00.000+08:00

And now i know life not gonna be perfect anymore.

goodbyes to those frens i had fun with was never easy. the decision i made lost many things in life. things ended too fast. standin alone with diff environment sure sucks big times. i'm afraid of how it will be outside. i know there will be more doubts den ever to survive it out there!proper plannings need to be make.

nth to regret now. i know all this is for my own good! my future. i reali appreciate many many concerns from frens! i hope this time round i'm reali gonna settle down. i need to reali know wat i want now. =(

*cross my fingers! n pray hard i reali get a place in other course!

AND I KNOW THIS IS NOT GOODBYES!

2007-09-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

i know i got so many ppl to answer for this decision i made. i'm glad most understand. i still think this will be the best for me. though there's something i sure cant bear to leave!

my parents are the first ppl i need to answer for. i know this past 6 mths i spent alot of u guys money. i know this are all hard earned money. i jus reali need ur understanding. i dun wan to continue n end up with a diploma failed! pls pls. all i need now is ur.

frens.
no prob. all know wat i wants in life now. not nursing of cos. these past 6 mths. is reali nice to know ppl in nyp. my classmates, 5+5 and many others. they are the ones to keep me goin in sch. they brought a big fat smile on my face whenever we met. is never a day of sorrow in sch n whenever we go out tgt. though some misunderstandings n stuff happens along the way. i know this means frenship more den sch mates/classmates! i know i gonna miss life in sch.

pray hard! i got a good course to be transfer into. i still wan to study. i dun wan to get my ass out n work so freakin early. i still wan to be in NYP!

eileen lim! this's for YOU!
u will be badly missed too girl! let's not say till we are not goin to meet up okay. pls get ur ass out early for attachments n classes. concentrate in class cos it's not gonna be easy. i will listen to ur gossips n nonsense. i'm jus a phone away. i will meet u up when ur days are terrible. i will scold you like always if u did wrong things. u r more den a classmate more den a fren. 6 mths to know u so far. this frenship wont end so fast. more to come along. think on the positive sides. there will be more to talk abt since now we are on a different track! i know i will rem the jokes we crack. doin those NO image things tgt! is not goodbyes! i mean it n you gonna be my fren for life!

all i need is you to update me on watever gonna happens. =D

AND lastly this woman here! she's been a good listening ear! hearing me rant n rant for days! now i finally made the decision! is time to settle down somehow i guess! five yrs on the phone everyday without fails! i know this is goin to last! many loves! thanks girl!

2007-09-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

attachment seems not be so good ar.

i knows i'm complaining like no one else matters.
i know i might be too pampered to do stuff n service to ppl.
i know i lack knowledge n all.
practically is all cos NURSING is a NO CHOICE course!

i'm on the very very verge of quitting. i'm serious ppl. i need u guys comments! i'm a mess n very confuse state. i dunno wth i'm thinkin. i know this is not goin to be MY career. i make a harsh decision before. now ended my torturing myself. i got all myself to blame for this shit i got into now.

these past few days was not good! is only after the attachment it feels good! meet ups with those crazy fellas sure brighten up my days tons! =DDD

i love those frens! n i miss YOU all of a sudden!

2007-09-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

okay okay! i need a quick update! my blog is super dead since last week! life's so pack! been tat great like never before!

went chalet with 5+5 on mon and tues! skip work n play the hell out of the two days! was reali fun! though here n ther some internal probs. I LOVE THE SURPRISE by me! they actually video out the days i nv been with them down to slides shows. so touched can! 5+5. ur are always one of the reason tat keep me goin on in sch! THANKS for tat very very great effort! i must pull up my socks n reali study hard le!

workin n workin after the chalet! SAVA race tmr! all the best ppl! shall wake up early to go over n spur them on! JIA YOU JIA YOU! paddles up... and go! =D

been contacting boy again! okay no worries! jus a fren to me. i sense the repetition of history! everything to late. but nobody's will know wat's gonna happen next! jus pray hard! it should not be the same again! lalala!

credits to deona leow!

2007-09-09T09:03:00.000+08:00

is bright early in the morning! =D

i dunno wat the hell make me wake up n answer the call! got dragged to eat breakfast when i'm not even hungry! jus look look at him n eat! oh gosh! how meaningful. n i got to start work at 2.30pm later till night! gosh gosh! follow by two days of chalet! *collapse! lalala.

okay okay! ytd off day was meaningful. didnt stayed home as usual! went with theo to the blood donation drive. very very fun! u will see all sorts of ppl! tat's one pic of me n theo holding the balloons happily! hahas! later later... followed by a haircut with THEODORA! (she's cute, small lil' young girl) lolS! met hong rui for dinner den off to my THIRD day of buffet at vienna international! cannot le la! mus control liao. buffet = no contour anymore! " london brige is falling down!" quoted from justin! hahas.

boring! is getting more n more no life if i continue workin. i mus enjoy my one week holiday before sch start! let's hope no workin schedule ar! =DDD

n did i mention? i got all i wanted this yr for b'day gift! crumpler by stanley, eileen, michelle, boon! renoma wallet by deb. deona and alisa! cardigan by dear colleagues! coming up slippers by justin! and birkys from KEENE! thanks ppl! u got all i wanted! =D still broke cos over budget this month by the hong kong trip! lalala! save up for next yr BANGKOK! i must! lols!

gonna MIA for a day or two! chalets with cliques in sch! =D

2007-09-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

n i miss your present my dear!
tat lil lil' affection i had.
you're all i need tonight!

okay okay! i had a tiring day! so no photos up today! jus words n words. is getting bored here. tmr shall go with THEO to cut hair! i must remember to get her lil' gift from hk out tmr! den follow by the blood drive volunteering work with her n justin! i guess it gonna be fun! hahas. shall blogged tmr! with more photos n info!

cant catch the netball league this yr at all! the ass is workin! n others are having promos! how bad can tat be! =( got to wait another 2 yrs!

lalala! bed's calling! ta-dah! =D

2007-09-07T01:14:00.000+08:00

okay okay! yeeleng is like finally 17th? hahas!

had a great day out with buddies! ( deb, deona, alisa, stanley, boon, justin ) shop for my presents! ( okay i got most of my wanted stuffs from them! ) den shop a lil' while in town. toured ard. hoppin to get my pretty slippers but all sold out! how bad! nvm! shall get them next time round! headed off to sakura with them plus jem n en chang along!

though not many ppl know abt the mini celebration! but jus wanted a simple one. hahas. thanks those lovlies for those smses! is been reali nice of ur to remember! n those comments! appreciate! this 17th is a blast! =D thanks all!

5+5 ar! not good ar! last group to do the most important thing! hahas! anyway see u guys soon! =D

colleagues at work!

before dragonboat!

and this group of frens! i know how much we miss school days! =D

n the damn freakin full dinner! =D

2007-09-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

good day!

been a pretty smooth going day. the only bad thing is... i'm late for work again. how bad! lols! as always! finally my off day tmr. will be four days of fun! yea!

got most of my wanted stuffs. thanks fren! u know who u ppl r! lalala!

happy! =D

2007-09-04T01:23:00.000+08:00

PMS sucks.

my mood is totally off today. did nth in the big morning at hm. jus rantin rantin my way to work. dunno y. feel so reluctant to even give a smile. tired from the workin days. too many days i've been workin. cos i guess i need more cash when attachment comes. onli 10 bucks day. cannot survive la. den bad things comes it's way! lost 25bucks! wth. my blur-ness cause it la. alrdy very broke. wth. now more broke. owe mummy more n more cash. say goodbye to my coming pay cheque more n more. wat the... wat the...

shall blogged wat i've been busy with lately. went sch for teachers' day. saw many many good frens. oh. those days we missed la. teachers tat still remember us faithfully. those cam-whore with gd frens! shall upload other day. lols! =D

went dragonboat the following day with deona n deb to SPC okay very fun. been wanting to join. but but. they are jus too pro. lols! very very fast. ended with many many aches the next day. and till today. shall go down on sat with them again.

okay right now. waiting patiently for pay day to come. den wednesday shall meet family for dinner. den the next day evening with lovely fren for my 17th! n friday meeting up for wei lie b'day celebration. busy busy.

5+5 ppls! i miss ur too la. so long so long. haven joined ur for any outings. gonna enjoy myself for the chalet with ur! =D

tat's it for now. shall post up lovely photos for these busy days soon. i need to heal my mood for now.

tell me why? why some ppl jus take granted of this lovely frenship u have made for the sake of money.is money more worthy den frenship. i dunno when will i ever get smart n save me from all this NONSENSE!

this frenship been so long. five yrs still counting. so tired. but i still insist on putting this photo up. though it's blur. i miss u girls. our chit chatting times in the canteen back den. stress would always be gone with laughters n laughters! loves!

2007-08-31T02:41:00.000+08:00

okay! is been awhile i blogged.

workin workin and workin. 9 straight days without off. wat u think. i bui tahan alrdy. applied leave for next week alrdy. hoping nice souls will date me out ar. hahas. *dream dream. workin life been pretty good. craps, donuts n frenship made. more shopping khakis n chit cahtting mates. how nice. lols.

two more weeks to enjoy. den i will be in my missy uniform. =(?

okay my NUM tank top could get at a much better price alrdy. elyn the great shall do tat honour. hahas. wanted to get the wordings on it de. but heard is sold out alrdy. so i got to get something more common. the countries? any intro anyone?

oh another thing. i wan badly to cut those fats out. i'm seeing amazing things happen. i can do it. jus get the lazy cells out of me. run a few rounds everyday. argh! MOTIVATION!

okay i'm tired! 3am now. tmr goin back to my belove sch! BISHAN PARK SECONDARY! =D seeing all the peeps. smiles smiles. den back to work! lalala.

get ur limits there when u talk to me.

i dun talk to barbarians!

making me lose face equal to you losing as well.

oh is been tat unlucky day.
seeing those ppls tat i dun wan to see.
tat sucks ya. =.=
thinking of those past we have.
i felt disgusted.
how much i wonder y m i so dumb once.
or perhaps like everyone else said.
love is blind. =D

2007-08-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh! i must stop the habit of aiming things! i got so much on my wishlists le! september sure broke!

dinner with dday! den outings and dinners with classmates. den follow on chalet with 5+5! goodness! how to save money like tat! i mus get the things i aim for de lei! mus ask mummy n daddy for some b'day gifts le! i need $$$! but i think they will kill me if everything i'm buying is so ex! lols!

online i so much cheaper den the shop!

crumpler! L size! KT n ZHR! let's get tgt! =D

2007-08-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

exams over!!! n i'm not prepared for sub papers! pls give me a pathetic pass?

will be startin work tmr. will be mia-in for a week. start of sep den meet u guys again! enough of shoppin, movie, bitching n eating. a stop for a week. i'm seriously broke la. this month my expenses is over budget. i'm digging money from the savings again. how bad. next month attachment cant work. i will be so damn broke on sep. important month. alot alot outings rite? hahas.

ur existance seems to be nth. not affected somehow. good memories flash by. n i hope for a better one. shall wait n wait! for the right n perfect one. now is all about school work n play!

jia you 5+5 rest of the ppls who haven finish their paper! our chalet coming up! soon can enjoy! =D

this woman! i love! wher's deb n alisa? are u goin to meet me? lols!

eileen! awww! the bitching mate!

n they say i'm wearing boxers! =(

i'm wearin button shirt! =D

2007-08-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

okay busy week. busy studyin last minute stuff. okay tat's bad ar. lols!

two more papers! n i'm done with studyin. great! horror will start on 17th sep! and before tat happen! i shall play play n work work first! i need money! three weeks of attachment gonna make me broke! free labour sucks!

ur returns keep me wondering. i'm still on the right track. still clear minded that i should keep a distant from you. though i miss those good days! better days ahead! =D

2007-08-18T16:06:00.000+08:00

i'm now rotting at home. flipping thru the bio book which i freakin fun understand de. joinin the guys later on for fireworks again. but this time round! onli me jj jay n py! theo is still slpin!

okay okay! nth much to update le! photos as promise! =D

those days when we are studyin! showin the bad side. but there's time we reali study! cam-whorin is jus a break time for all.

the awesome fireworks! didnt manage to capture the heart shape one!

those cam-whorin!

2007-08-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

intended to go sch early to study finish HS1085! but. the poor weather n stupid 162 wasted my time at home. lalala! still went to sch pretty early. met up with justin for lunch den mugging session start!

oh the paper sucks! as usual! last minute studying is not helpin. i mus love to study soon! if only everything is back like secondary sch time. ppl guiding me thru out the whole process! how nice how nice!

firework was GREAT! awesome awesome! i wan to watch again. someone be nice! ask me out to watch or take a video of the fireworks tmr again. oh oh. who will be the nice person! shall stay put at home tmr. studyin and awaits cousins arrival!

eh! n i miss those ppl badly ar. those ppl i watch fireworks with last yr! ur know who u are ar! =P meet up soon!

photos tmr i promise! i'm jus too tired! KUN KUN!

2007-08-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

lalala!

ytd after work. waited for two asses to get their dinner break n have a meal tgt! full of laughter. all about the FAT girl! lols. i dun mean it. is them who gave her the nick. hahas. then we went to the nearest POSB bank! which we search high n low for it! lols!

den a conversation makes me n H.R laugh like shit. prank!

kt: wa. y my acc suddenly so much $$$!
yl: mus be someone transferred to you.
kt: no one know my password!
yl: wow. rich liao!
kt: steamboat, crystal jade ur choose. no need work liao!

ahahas. ended up it was he's dad who found the bankbook n transferred allowance to him. sadly went back to work. lols!!! accomapnied one to lido den back wisma got my budget shorts! hahas. they make my day! though we were full of arguements! =D

last night was a struggle la. came home studied. fall right onto my bed b4 12. wake up early in the morning to study till 4! happily full of confidence went into exam hall! but end up fail fail fail expression. i dunno how to do! how bad how bad!

tmr family n community paper. den FIREWORKS!

is been awhile i post photos with frens! shall get from justin! =D

loves!

2007-08-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog.

nth special. it always ended up with saving them as a draft. so no school from now till late oct. after 5 papers. i'm done with sch and attachment here i go! =D

hahas. okay! hk trip been pretty well. but it could even get better if i didnt fall sick n no typhoon was present! hahas. miss out pretty much fun n tat noisy part of me! lols! photos are all with my dear cousins! i got none. n being the superb nice ones they are. none send me yet. so ppl wait. =D i'm broke after all the shopping spree. tat kills ar! no more spending for a month plus! bad! hope everyone loves the nice gifts!

studyin studyin! i got so so distracted. somehow reali dun feel like studyin as much. it jus not like secondary sch times anymore. we do diff things thus no one to ask when i needed them badly. it became a hassle if too much was to be asked. tat feeling sucks ya. i lost the motivation to study. got to admit. i'm dependence! i got to attend lectures tutorials class more n more.

today at kfc quiet moments seems good. nice music played. good food ate.notes able to get into my brain when there is jus the two of us! after tat deona came! i miss her so! =DDD those picnic at kfc was wow... lols! hid here n there from the staffs there. hehe. a pity she dun study the same stuff as me anymore.

gonna help out a lil' at work tmr. followed by studyin alone in mac den dinner with frens n home sweet home!

cant wait for 24th august!

abit lengthy ar. lols! end here! =D

those precious lil cutie!

sg still the best!

2007-08-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

eh eh! ppl! i'm back!

update when i'm back hm ar! goin bbq! =D

2007-08-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

argh! feelin freakin f*** up. someone jus spoil my day. everything been goin well today till i turn on the com n saw a msg from SOMEONE. she's jus pure childish. get a life. i dun wan ur bf. he got nth good to make me miss him so much. n for ur info we no longer contact. argh!!! i know him better den u do. pranks shouldn't be for me. small kid small kid. i wanted so much to call him and ask him to give some concern for he's gf! it's making he's gf so PARANOID!

i'm gonna stop with all the nonsense. get rid of my mind. hong kong here i come. hahas. cant wait. super excited la! let's hope the trip would be a smooth one. oh and i dun mean not to celebrate national day in town. jus coincidently the trip was this week. i cant meetup with 5+5 for the fireworks. how sad. ppl enjoy ar! =D

and my dear classmates! enjoy class ar. i know ur will miss me! hehe! =D

boss was nice. offer help n some present for advance b'day! wa. no words could compliment him la. the best boss! hahas. got many things to get for frens n etc. let's hope money is enough. i owe someone b'day present too! hopefully this trip will be fruitful!

updates in a week time! miss me ppl! =D

2007-08-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

is been a few days ar! lols!

been busy with sch? er to be exact with someone gift's! so restricted from blogging things. afraid tt i will actually spill the beans. hahas. so ta-dah i'm here to blog. theo got the surprise and a happy advance birthday from us! the preparation of present and queue-in up for donuts never gone down the drains! =D is always fun hanging out with them and of cos laughters n smiles are always not missed!

visit the blog! a must! http://clique-fiveplusfive.blogspot.com/

photos!

the preparation!

toy s rus! to look for something to start!

helping out!

OUR DONUTS CAKE!

the day itself!

2007-07-31T11:31:00.000+08:00

so fake. so unrealistic!
everything was jus wrong/dream.

school been bored. to go anot. one or two hrs a day is reali killing. waste time n money. lalala. do project till late ytd. *tired thus self declared off day. hahas. mum's been complaining. y ur sch sometime so late start on and on. hahas. next week self declared holiday too! HONG KONG HONG KONG! DISNEYLAND! =DDD

after the trip i'm gonna clear some mess i made in sch. tat will be more make up lesson. teacher's nagging. okok! *sacrifice! =D dun care. jus go have fun first! i dun think will be heading sch tmr and thurs le. is like! no point la. all lectures. wed one hr. thurs 2hrs. wth! lols. shall do e learning at hm! den study study! week 18 will be semestral exam. how fast! one semester ending le! hahas.

this week will be workin and workin! at least when i'm back from hk i wont be eating bread! hahas.

i need more clothes! proper bags to go sch! n more slippers from NUM too! shop shop shop! but where to find the precious time! 24th august shall be a day to celebrate! den 17th sep will be a day of sorrow for three weeks! ( attachment at TTSH) *cries!

2007-07-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

a day without work feels real nice. and oh gosh! tmr i got to work over at citylink again. dunno how to survive! sure tired like siao!

woke up early in the morning despite a sat! went off with part of the 5+5 cliques to watch harry potter. dunno whether the show is real bored. or the show is jus too early for me to catch it. lols. the good thing is everything comes free. inclusive of popcorn and drinks! THX PY! =D

went off to meet my dear girls at bugis. shop ard. weather sux! worried the ndp preview couldn't go on. look ard for jeans! den bought a cheap top for 10bucks! a steal! =DDD

okay! reserve a special portion for ndp preview! the preview was! WOW la! hahas. suddenly most of us felt so singaporean! singapore actually got much more stuff tat we didnt reali realise. the fireworks and the parachutes caught my freaking attention! is like so nice la. okay okay! though the freaking fireworks festivals ones were nicer. but but the atmosphere seems so right today la! loves was all ard! =D

tada! photos! some outdated ones got to be post too!

PHAT NITE!

we look CUTE!

now the NDP preview!

see see! the scenary is WOW!

more photos! when i get from the rest!